Chapter 177

It kind of feels good to step into brother’s room hearing him whine about schoolwork and realising that “heh! It doesn’t apply to me. At least not now.” Hahahaha….
Okay, I better stop this before all my Pulau NTU frens come bashing me up…
But before you guys feel unfair about it, I had my tough period also kay…
Just that its erm… OVER! haha! Jiayou! Jiayou!!!

We have a secret in the family now…
Between me and elder bro, the two masterminds…
And the younger one, who’s aware but didn’t take part in our secret mission, but still, that makes him an accomplice.
Risk over Potential gains…
Apparently, we lost quite abit…. Haha! And we’ve got to keep it shhhhh….

This week is going to be a busy week…
The kind where I had 3 events going on at the same time, but I can only go for one…
Need to prioritize even though my heart always goes out to the one which is of least importance of the three…

Anyways… I did manage to sort out my commitments, and finally, I can see where I’m heading now… It will be a busy two months ahead… I made my sacrifices, I gave up some opportunities unwillingly, but I guess life’s like that yeh… You cannot have the best of both worlds. You just got to make a choice.. At least now, I know I’ve found my drive and motivation again=)

Another very much needed vitamin M… Money Money where are you!!!
I need you to finance my driving.
I need you to raise the probability of the pending overseas trip.
I need you to feed me.
So pathetic… haha… that explains my desperateness for the secret mission which resulted in a BIG LOSS! hahahaha… Whack my head!

For myself: (And whoever interested…I doubt I can fix a time for meetups this week… I’ll try to fork out time next week kay!)

Today – Work @ AK. YEN meeting @ night – (cancelled). Dinner with friends.

Tuesday – Work @ sports carnival, morning. Driving afternoon. Friendly with NYP, Frisbee, at night.

Wednesday – Work @ sports carnival, morning. YEN wine/cheese gathering afternoon. Sports Psychology session, frisbee, school, night.

Thursday – Work @ sports carnival, morning. Physical training, evening.

Friday – Work @ sports carnival, morning. Llabten training night. Or Frisbee training, night.

Saturday – Frisbee training, 2pm to 7pm.

Sunday – Die of shagness! Or COMA!

To you! You left completely. It was a that’s it. Fullstop. And now you reappear suddenly. In a random way. And you went off like suddenly again. Seriously, what is it you want. I can draw my lines. Treasure your chance.

Chapter 176

Done with exams!!!! Weet!!!
At the same time signalling the commencement of another hectic two months of something else… Haha!

Oh…. and ultimately, my birthday wish didn’t come true… Haha…
I didn’t manage to get the scholarship, but it’s okay…
I’ll try harder, and apply for it again next semester…
Just felt quite bad on my parents side, I’m sorry…
Hopefully, my letter to them did help abit… =)

And sooooo…..
Exams over… Meaning…. It’s time to settle on decisions that have been placed aside previously… Hmmmmm……

1. To commit to train for IRAUG or not to. Decided. Yes. Train hard and get into the team.
2. To play for the school IVP Netball Team or not to. Got to give Jiaolian an answer by Sunday.
3. To give up the opportunity to play in one of the best Frisbee club or not to. Opportunity vs Interest vs Commitment.
4. To work with brother at Starhub or not to. Strongly yes I want to and I need to, for the money to the frisbee trip. BUT! I got no time to. Timings are already flexible enough, 3 hours every weekday nights. Trainings and YEN meetings just had to clashed, 4 days of the 5 weekdays. How how tell me how to.
5. Winterleague. To play or not to. I don’t think so.
6. And as I was pondering over those decisions. It just struck me. To give up on frisbee or not to.

Hmmmmmm……
I never believed in commiting abit here and there…
It’s either all out, or never start…  
But seems like, I’m alittle out of track…

Seriously, all these are nothing compared to exams… Haha…
I can tide over these two months of intensive trainings… Hopefully…

and my holidays???
Okay weeliting you got to stop complaining!! Your choice. Choose it. And no regrets.

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Chapter 174

It’s ending soon~!!!! Two days. Just TWO more days.

Last paper to go and I can’t wait for it to be over….
Anthony’s “Pants”-down joke still lingers even after ‘A’s….
4th Nov. 12.45pm. ” ‘Pants’ DOWN!!!”

FREEDOM!!!

But I doubt this sem’s effort will pay off…
Got an uncertain feeling about it…
Will leave the moaning to results day…
Meantime, there’s more important and happening stuff to look forward to.. Yay!

Here’s what’s stated in 8days Horoscope for this week:

Expect new light to be shed on a long-standing ambition and press ahead as fast as you can to achieve what you never thought possible. If all runs according to plan, you’ll receive support from an overseas connection.

Really??? Haha!! Every word seems to fall in place with whats going to be the most happening thing for this coming year end, IF ALL RUNS ACCORDING TO PLAN.

And yes. After exams, I’m left with only one month.
To train up and prove my worth on the field.
Now that I’m more certain about my decision, I got to go all out for it.

Train hard. Play hard. And earn my place in the team.

Then I’ll get to represent the school for IRAUG at Australia, in December=)

PROVE IT. EARN IT.

Chapter 173

Sometimes we need brainless conversation like this to keep us entertained…..

:::Wylie::: Not now please! said:
shan arh… i got no time no time!!!
sell me some time can….

 SHANSHINE! was drunk tdy w/o any alcohol consumption. says:
of course

 :::Wylie::: Not now please! said (11:11 PM):
i want 24hours
enuf 

SHANSHINE! was drunk tdy w/o any alcohol consumption. says:
wait i wrap the time first  

 :::Wylie::: Not now please! said (11:12 PM):
okok
thanx ar…..
hahahaha  

 SHANSHINE! was drunk tdy w/o any alcohol consumption. says:
heheheheh wait
i wna tie ribbon first  

 :::Wylie::: Not now please! said (11:12 PM):
i want orange colour ribbon  

 SHANSHINE! was drunk tdy w/o any alcohol consumption. says: 
OKAY OTW ALR!  

:::Wylie::: Not now please! says:
received failed!!!  

SHANSHINE! was drunk tdy w/o any alcohol consumption. says:
HAHAHAHAHA just nw cant ssend msg
then i come online FOR YOU!  

:::Wylie::: Not now please! says:
wa sai…. hahhhahaha
received failed!!! *Error123 – Not valid for unknown authorities. Only personal consumption*
OMG HOW!  

 SHANSHINE! was drunk tdy w/o any alcohol consumption. says:
enter username SHANROCKSTOMAX  

 :::Wylie::: Not now please! says:
okok
and password??  

SHANSHINE! was drunk tdy w/o any alcohol consumption. says:
password… wylieloveshermax  

:::Wylie::: Not now please! says:
ohoh… eh… CAN LE! logged in!

 SHANSHINE! was drunk tdy w/o any alcohol consumption. says:
WHAT DO YOU SEE  

:::Wylie::: Not now please! says:
Time of receipt – 11:18pm
Extension – 24hours
Time of expiry – In your dreams

 SHANSHINE! was drunk tdy w/o any alcohol consumption. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH

 :::Wylie::: Not now please! says:
woah nice…… now needa enter my dreams  

 SHANSHINE! was drunk tdy w/o any alcohol consumption. says:
yea no expiry date! hahahahah

Chapter 172

Brother is paying me $1000 in exchange for a 2,000word essay…

Exams and assignments do have their ability of making poor muggers like us spout nonsense…
Speaking stuff that doesn’t go through our heads…
The period where we’ll simply lose ourselves and giving in to anything that will spare us of the stressful misery…

Eventually, we’ll just slapped ourselves awake…
Welcome back to the world…

Friends… If you’re struggling…
Hang in there people~~!!!
It’s a test of endurance…
A test of resisting temptations…

A Marshmallow Test. Can you pass it???

4more days to start. 10 more days to END!!!! GO! GO! GO!!!

Chapter 171

It’s 7.13am in the morning now..

Mugging seriously made me MAD!
Day and night seemed like they’ve disappeared from my world now…

From bright daylight to nightfall, and from nightfall to dawn..
I’m proud of my nocturnal abilities…
But I need to study FASTER!!! too slow. too slow.

How I wish I can hit my pillow right now and when I wake up, its still 7.15am! Or better still, when I wake up, everything that’s needed to be absorbed are already in my head. That will be nice…

Maybe I should use commercial law text as my pillow, marketing text as my bolster, spread econs notes as my blanket and paste accounting papers all over my bed frame… And… Pray osmosis or diffusion or whatever transmission take place… And and…. even better, let me dream of some nice numbers…

If you’re done reading this, and have no idea why you’re spending your few minutes to read these crap, I’m sorry. Cause I have no idea what I’m typing either.. Ahhh! Exams suck big time!!!

Chapter 170

And so…. I guess its the 7th month in the cyber world last night…

3.14am in the morning, we bid each other goodnight on msn.
She went offline and I went back to mug…

4.05am, the little bar at the bottom of my screen started blinking…
I see the orange signal. Just like how normal msn works when the party at the opposite end leaves a message in the conversation. Click it…

“You there”, ’she’ typed.

“Wahsai! What happen to you?? Haven sleep ar?” I replied.

A while later… It blinked again

“Yesssss”, ’she’ responded.

“(And then I forgot what I typed)” no replies. “Are you typing in your dreams haha” still no replies.

Alright… 6.30am, off to bed!

Woke up. Then our sms convo went like this:

Me: What happen to you last night? Thot you went to bed already lor. haha…

Bing: ! I really went off! I off the internet connection at about near 4. I saw your msn! (offline msg) What’s going on?

Me: You went off when you say you’re officially going off or you went off about an hour after that??

Bing: Hahahah, what happen?? Ghost yb talk to you eh? When I said that about 3plus, I went off, not on computer anymore. But i OFF internet connection and disconnect everything at 4! Haha. Den zzz alr.

Me: OMG! Damn freaky!! You came and talk to me can! After our conve… Did you said “you there” about an hour later?

Bing: Huh!!HUH!! OMG!! I went to check my message log. NOTHING! Hahahah! Is it the system slow or cock, dat’s why the “you there”? Supposed to be earlier but you received later? So freaky!! HAHAHHA!

Me: But i swear you said that. I replied you. And you REPLIED ME AFTER THAT CAN! YOU SAID ‘yesss”… Swear with my life you talked! if its a late message then you wouldn’t reply me what… Goodness super scary…

Bing: OMG! SO WEIRD! Internet ghost eh? How can I reply?? SERIOUSLY WAS ASLEEP BY THAT TIME! HOW CAN! Maybe you just lucky to have encounter my family ghost. That’s kinda scary though. haha. 

Very very freaky~~~!!!!!!

It didn’t really bother me now though, just find it mysterious… Haaha!

About less than a week to start of first paper!
And seriously, my snail speed study mode is forever killing me…
Where’s the turbo button!!!

12am sharp just now, Brother and I went out for a run…
Its been weeks after Doc says I’m out…
I really need to sweat it out… Felt good=)
Brother kept talking during the run and expecting some reply from me..
I went like, “Can you shut up??! No breath!”
And the speed he’s running is crazily fast… ”You go! You go!”
And heh… Back to my own pace…  

We cooled down at the void deck, talked abit, stretched abit…
He taught me some diver static exercise, told me some stories, I rant to him about some stuff, we ran away from a cockroach  and we went back home.

Chapter 169

Today.
I sat in the cafe opposite my house for whole 6hours.
No toilet breaks. No food distraction. No bed calling for me.
I have a list of to-dos.
But I only managed to tick off one. Pathetic ONE!
Six whole hours, ONE chapter. Best.
No finish, no home. I made a pact to myself.
Did it ultimately. Good.

Home. Break awhile.
An hour later. Back to books.
Tired. Shag. Drained. Stress. Dying~~~!
I did a usefully stupid thing.
Sprinted TEN times up and down my stairs.
Nice feeling. Recharged!

Back to more mugging through the night. GO!

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Chapter 167

I want to eat the damn nice BA CHOR MEE!!!!

School’s out! but not exams… Booo!!
And now its the study break period… Time for some solid mugging!!!
So far so good=) I just gotta be more discipline and more hardworking and stick to my study plans…
Everything will be cool and chill… Great… Hope that’s the case…

Recently, I joined the Young Entrepreneur Network in school…
There’re some really nice people around and some weird ones too… Haha!
More events coming up after exams I guess…

TWO things for the next THREE weeks!
One. MUG MUG MUG!!!!
Two. Frisbeeeeeeeeeee!!!! There’s a competition coming up this Saturday… Shall go have some FUN on the field… I’m beginning to like the game, but I still don’t like the running part… Eeeksss so tiring….

Recently I felt quite loss due to the overwhelming commitments and merciless deadlines to face…
But everything’s back to a more comfortable pace now since major projects are over, so that’s good=)
Really sorry to friends whom I’ve neglected all these while…
Someone asked me the other time, “At the end of 3 years, we’ll all graduate with a degree cert, and this cert determines our career startup, and afterwhich it will all draws down to capability, the cert doesn’t matter anymore. Since we know this will be the outcome, have you ever wondered, then why do we have to slog so hard in uni. Why can’t we just totally enjoy it, make more frens and just make sure we grad with an avg cert…”

So why struggle so hard in uni??

Damn good cert but a boring life vs Avg cert but an awesome and damn fun uni life. Choose.

Very true, uni life is hectic and tough… BUT! No matter how tough it may be… At the end of the day, Nothing else will beat the satisfaction and happiness from graduating with a degree with distinction. Not even a super FUN uni experience, or a ten folds social network… That’s only my subjective point of view… A degree with distinction or Fun everyday plus 500 more friends to my FB account, I choose the former, with no hesitation… The latter will be an added bonus though… haha… Boring and practical, but that’s where my true satisfaction lies… How bout yours?? Try finding out your answer, and you’ll indirectly find your motivation=)

And being the greedy me, I want the best of both options…
A degree with distinction and an awesome Uni experience…
This shall be a challenge=)

This year end, there’s alot to look forward to…
I’m praying for a good news this year end - will my bdae wish come true???
Hopefully!

Chapter 166

 All I need is a step back. Replan my route. And charge again.

I can do this=)