Chapter 88

OH MY!!! UNBELIEVABLE!!
09:32am…
And I’m awake…
WEELITING is awake in the Morning!!!
Can you believe it…
What a historical moment… It’s a must-BLOG…

Apparently, I slept at 4 plus in the morning…
Got BEATEN up by Mum at 6.20am…
Mind you, it’s a POWDER-FUL SLAP at the thighs…
Can you hear the PIAK sound that’s so-damn-loud??
Reason being, I left my computer on for the night…
Okay… Fine… My fault…
*IRRITATED* I stomped my way to off the switch…
Back to lala-land…

Then 9.12am…
The song CATCH MY WAVE, or izzit YOUR WAVE…
Argh whatever I’m not in the right state of mind to think now…
The song came revolving in my dreams…
And THANKS hur… Tt’s my ringtone…
‘LOVABLE’ kor sounds super nice over the phone for the FIRST time and I was like,
“WHAT!!!”
Pleading cries from him to help him e-mail some stuff to his boss which he sounded super urgent…
Okay… Being the nice sister as ALWAYS…
Like duh!! I’m always NICE to my brothers kay…
Ya right like real….
I dragged myself outta bed and help him sent tt 5mins email…

Now that I’m done…
And its such a historical moment for me to be UP at this “WEE-hour”…
AHAHA… What a really good PUN…
I felt a need to keep this moment recorded…

OKay… I better go…
I need my FOCUS and CONCENTRATION for my competition later at noon…
I’m getting back to my beauty sleep…
Ahhh… 10 seconds wasted!!!
Lastly, BIG THANKS to the INTRUDER of lala-land hur~…
Nitezxzx ppl…
Ahhh… tt makes 15sec now…
Okay… BYE!!

Chapter 87

Chapter 86

Oh man… 04:24am…
Hahaha… What am I doing…
The effect of the craze for Fated to Love You…
So OVER hur~
But well, at least for this episode I didn’t ‘camp’ in front of the com for hours…
Instead, i slept at 10pm coz I was ultra tired…
And I woke up at 3am to catch the latest uploaded drama!!!
Wahahaha… Nice-y nice-y…

Saturday evening, me and ZT intended to catch a movie in town…
But Redcliff was like SOLDOUT in Shaw…
So we headed to Cine to check out the timings over there…
The early ones are SOLDOUT too…
Haha… In the end we dropped the movie idea and headed for dinner…

Oh ya… And I saw ADDY aka the-ah-cek!!!
The first thing I said was,
“Oh my gawd! You really no money buy shirt huh!!! Still wearing this…”
Haha… The usual GREY polo he always wear on sat WITHOUT FAIL…
We had a short 5mins chat and went off…

After dinner, we shopped around awhile…
Then came a random sms from Ant… Haha…
Super long never meet up le… Lyk 1 month plus??
Ehh…. Not very long hur… Haha…
As random as it always has been, we met up at Shihui’s place at 10.30pm…
There’s me, Ant, Selina, Des and Shihui…

Haha…. the classic thing…
Des and I were like outside SH house waiting for her to open the door….
And when she open…
WE GOT A SHOCK OUT OF OUR LIFE LARH…
hahaha…. Middle of the night, some kuku girl with unkempt hair….
Appearing with a WHITE FACIAL MASK!!! haaha…
Ultra hilarious… It took me 5 mins to get inside the house…
Coz I was laughing like crazy at her doorstep…
And she was like mumbling,
“Dun make me laugh pls, dun make me laugh, I cannot laugh.“
Haahaha… What a scene…

The usual clique with their usual mode of ‘villager’ entertainment…
Catching up over the mahjong table… haha…
It was a short one though… Till 2am…
Then Des and I stayed over at shihui’s place…
All the way from 02:00am to 05:30am,
we were like chatting and chatting… Haha…

Like how we had a rather bad first impression of shihui…
Haha… From some skeptical thinking back in secondary school…
Amazingly, the girl who we were saying cannot-get-too-close-with,
turns out to become really good friends in JC…
And to her, me and lun are like oh-so-cold kinda ppl… haha…

Then we talked about alot of other stuff…
Like how weixian, liang, ant, me and lun went tailing Des and Mavis…
My super memorable 18th birthday celebration, buffet at phoenix hotel, national day celebration, the usual clique birthday cake etc etc…
Haha… Okay…
Let me bring you to the unforgettable JC times with the ‘MUGGERS’ gang of class 24/06…

Chapter 85

“People haven’t found meaning in their lives,

so they’re running all the time looking for it.
They think the next car, the next house, the next job.
Then they find those things are empty, too,
And they keep running.”

Tuesdays with Morrie, Mitch Albom

How true…
Unlimited desires…
Never ending running track in pursuit of satisfying our wants…
But ain’t it supposed to be this way??
It seems like this characteristic has been instilled in every single one…

Tuesdays with Morrie, as recommended by SHAN,
is definitely a good read…
Reflective yet at the same time inspiring…
Its a book which you will not rush through the words to know what’s gonna happen next…
Instead i’ll tend to re-read certain parts of it,
to make sure I caught the true meaning behind what was written…

When Shan blogged about this book the other time,
I simply skimmed through the quotes in her site…
Until I read it myself, that’s where I understand how true it applies to me…
So, people… haha…
Maybe you can try picking up the book from your nearby library,
and see for yourself how insightful the book is=)

“Sometimes you cannot believe what you see,
you have to believe what you feel.
And if you are ever going to have other people trust you,
you must feel that you can trust them, too
- even when you are in the dark.
Even when you are falling.”

Haha… okay… done with the book…
Someone just nudged me on msn and asked what I was doing…
I said I was blogging…
And he said this,
“Now, got what FUNNY stuff??”

Donkzxzx… Haha… Sorry to disappoint you hur…
The reading was done on my bed not in toilet…
So no story to tell today… haha…

Oh anyway… I have a friend, his name is PERRY…
Was chatting with him a few days ago…
He told me he’ll be representing Singapore in the Beijing Olympics this year…
COOLIO!!! and the coolest thing is…
He’ll be playing BRIDGE!!
International BRIDGE! Super cool…
Haha… Let’s watch out for him…

Okay… Shall go and prepare for training… hmmm…

HAHA… Did I express something??? NONO~ i dun tink so aye… haha…

Chapter 84

Let’s see…
Today, I tried waking up a little earlier so as to SCREW back my biological clock…
Becoming pretty nocturnal these days… Bad~

(Dad walking into my room at 4am to see me lying on my bed reading some stuff)
Dad: Why ain’t you sleeping yet???
WILLYTing: OH!!! I just woke up… Hee…
(Dad gives a *weird stare*…)

And for lazy bums like me
Who takes like HALF an hour to react to the alarm…
AND hitting my pillow once AGAIN after snoozing it…
I think there’s a SERIOUS need to purchase one of this….

Presenting to you… *Da-dang!!!*
THE FLYING ALARM CLOCK

The most amazing thing about this COOLIO invention is….
Attached to the alarm clock is a propeller-driven key that will leaped off FLYING~ when the alarm actually goes off…
The only way to turn it off is to GET OUT OF BED…
and retrieve the horrible FLYING key and attach it back…
By then your are like supposed to be UP and AWAKE… haha…

On a side note, I think I’ll just smashed the iritating alarm clock… oOppps… haha…

So… This afternoon, I went to meet Zhiyun at hub for a little chat…
Zhiyun is one girl I brought around for orientation when I was working in PVI…
Meeting up like finally after so many sms-es from her… haha…
We had a chat…
Its kinda amazing we could clique so well…
Cause we met like for only one day few months back…
And there we were talking about academic, family, friends, relationships, passion, FUTURE…
We talk about business ventures, the different field of interest, the need for a goal in life…
Silly as it may seems…
But its definitely not easy to find friends to get into this topic of conversation…
Let alone we’re of the same age…
Yup… really enjoyed it=)

After which, I had some time before getting back home to prepare for training…
So I headed to the library to get myself some books…

Finally gotten my TUESDAYS WITH MORRIE by Mitch Albom…
Been longing to read that since some time ago…
Read a few pages and I’m totally into it…
I was so excited to continue reading it,
the moment I got home after training which is around 11.30pm,
I grabbed all my bathing stuff and THE BOOK
and shut the toilet door…

While doing some really big business,
I flipped the book open, and Mitch (haha… sounds like some friend of mine huh)
and Mitch got me really into the story….
Topping that up, I tried making myself comfortable by…
pulling in a little stool to rest my fatigue legs…
haha… so i can rest my elbows (with the book in hand) on my laps…
CAN PICTURE IT ANOT!!! hmph…

And the best thing is I didn’t realised my deal was clinched,
and business was done-d… (haha… read between the lines huh~)
I was so engrossed…
I sat on the comfy bowl for half an hour!!!
finishing like half of the book…. wahahaha…
(ps: Cerrin!!! if you’re reading this, you should really get this book!!! NIce~)

Shall blog more about the details of the book after I finish reading it yup…
Wow… wordy entry…
HAHA… shall finish it off with a little drawing of mine,
which is drawn during A division competition period,
in a lecture,
in my ECONS LECTURE NOTES!!
HAHA~

*policy conflicts* aww… hate that chapter…

Chapter 83

Yesterday, while kohhuishan was waiting for durian to drop from the durian tree near her place,
I went SHOPPING!!!
Hahahaha… Laugh-able shit…
Her encounter with the bangalah who snatched her durian seriously make me laugh like crazy…
A round of applause to khs, she managed to wait for a bigger one to DROP,
after like an hour plus!!! hahahaha…

OKay… the main point here is I went shopping at bugis…
(and not the durian….)
It was also a random meet up with zhitao,
my fashion comment-ter for the day,
cum bags-carrier… opps =P… haha…
thank yew… thank yew… for shopping around with me… =)

Let’s see what I’ve got for myself…
First, we have this black top from 77th street…

Notice the little elmo inside?? haha… yeah…
That’s another proud purchase of mine…
2 tees for 20 bucks… that’s one of it…

Next up is a simple and nice dress bought in Hypnosis…

And you know what…
The usual price is 49bucks…
But since its on sales, i got it at an affordable 15BUCKS ONLY!!!
wahahahaha….

Now comes the 2nd tee i bought…
Together with a brown scarfy from Bugis street…

wahahahah!!! man zhu~ man zhu~ man zhu~…
We had dinner at Ajisen and decided to head towards amk hub for a movie…
Since I planned to meet up with Eileen to collect my bags from online shopping…
But the movie part was postponed cause by the time the show ends,
gonna be rather late…

So here’s the two bags that cost me a mere 25 bucks in total…
Totally great deal… WeEeET~~

That’s about all for the fruitful shopping trip =)

Training tmr nite with the nee soon team…
Cum on, lets burn some FATS aye… haha…

Chapter 82

I don’t think it’s funny at all…
You can play a prank on me, you can laugh and joke about anything else…
But why bring this in…

Imagine being lifted high up and suddenly you felt the hands letting go…
How will you feel…
Imagine the moment when you’re told that there will be a miracle…
When anticipation escalate to its peak…
When you’re made to feel that your hopes are not entirely dashed…
And you woke up to realise, its all a dream…
Will you still think its fun doing all this???

That moment, even when suspicion did arise, i choose to ignore…
I choose to believe its for real…
Coz this is what I’ve been pinning for all along…
A miracle…
A chance to live up to my own expectation, a chance to repaint the hopes of my parents…
A chance to show it to them I, too can make them proud…
A chance to find back the kind of eyes filled with glory, the kind of smile filled with mere happiness just like that moment they pinned the prestigious diver badge onto my bro’s uniform on his graduation day…
I remember from that day I’ve been telling myself, 
I wanna be the one in the family to do the same, to make them proud…   

That instant, you gave me hope…
And the next second, you simply smashed it…
I know you may not mean it, just for the fun of it…
But have you thought of how you will make me feel…

“We’re calling from SMU, and we noticed your application. We’re calling from another faculty and we’ve some questions for you…” 
Upon hearing all these, are you even aware how excited I was…
Simply running to my sick mum with the phone in my hand, waking her up from her bed and signalling to her the unexpected call I received…
Did you know how happy she was, immediately getting off her bed??

Then again, after I realised it was all a prank…
I just saw how her heart just sank, how disappointed she got…
Because of me, again…

You apologised… I’ll just take it that you really don’t mean it…
Hopefully, you will stop doing this to others… Coz…
It really doesn’t feel good…

Disappointments.
Is this the only thing I can bring to this family.
I just merely want to be the one to make you feel proud of.
Why does it always seem so hard……

Chapter 81

I’m sorry!!! I didn’t know it meant so much to you…

Marching into the new month of JULY!!!
Weeet!!! Really fast…
National League ended like last week…
N guess there’s not much to update regarding that or rather not interested in doing so either…
haha… Upcoming reasons for keeping me more physically occupied shall be the Pesta Sukan Netball Carnival sometime in late July…
And perhaps inter-con coming up in August…

Time to get myself really occupied before clouding my thoughts with the unnecessary stuff=)
Yep… I guess I’ll hafta paint my life the way I want it…
It’s the period where friends around are getting their butts off their workplace…
And making full use of the time to ENJOY before school starts in a month time… =)
As for WeeLiTing… hmmmm…
I’m making plans for biz course in SIM which is still pending since application for Jan 09 intake is not open yet…
Thats the current status for now…
Thanx close friends, far friends, hi-bye friends for all your concern be it from within, or just-wanna-know….
I really appreciate yep=)
But too much of it can really drive me to a corner…

I hafta admit I cannot suppressed that kind of feeling every now and then…
Each time this question comes popping out,
“Hey, hows everything??? So where will you be going???”
I fully understand the concern behind it…
But I just have to truthfully say, it just reminds me how I dashed those hopes my parents pinned on me…
It’s definitely not stress nor pressure, but mere expectation of myself…
So yep… I’ll be heading the SIM route, hopefully no more *nudges* regarding this=)

The next few months gonna be about CHOICES…
Haha… That’s what I learnt in PVI…
I can choose to nua~ my next few months away…
Or… Get hyped up for the next chapter… *hmmmm*

Like what Sam said the other time,
“I MISSED THE FEELING RICH KIND OF FEELING… haha”
I have a goal for this year yet to achieved… wahahahahah….